Hello my lovely friends and watchers
its about time for a new journal, apart from AWW I was quite inactive the last month' and I am sorry for that
Too not make this journal too long I will write another one soon!
I am sorry, but I had to make a clean sweep in my message center as I never could have managed to work myself to the top. (I was backlogged in faves, journals and devs till July and was in the 5 digit area) Should I have missed something you think I should have seen.. please tell me I took part in ginkgografix CalendarProject the second year now and designed this skin I use to be found here: & matching gallery skin to be found here: both skins where coded by Dediggefedde and it was fun working with him once more Thanks Julian
As many of you know I fight with depressions and physical health issues for years now. (Don't Panic I won't go in depth of that here) I have found something in the web that would explain all the issues I have and that are not few. My doc will be back from winter break mid January and I will have him test me if it is what I found out googling for another thing..
I think it was meant that I stumbled upon it, I don't believe in accidentally. As one wise man said long ago what we call by chance is just a necessity which comes on a very remote path aka we think it is chance because we don't see the connection why we met a person or read something
If it is what I think it could be than it would be not nice, but it would mean the end of not knowing what exactly is up with me which, would mean a thorough relief in itself. If it turns out to be that, I will let you know. I just don't want to name it right now before I am sure myself.
The last year was full of up and downs, and w/o my friends here I wouldn't have made it. I lost 2 of my core gangstas TheGalleryOfEve and MayEbony which did hurt a lot because beside being my friends, where as well the two who wrote all this beautiful texts for the Angels, sometimes out of nothing. Plus they where as well deciding with me and Dieffi who gets the pair of wings. Thank you for all you did, you did a wonderful job
Luckily for core team I found two wonderful people who jumped wholeheartedly in and I am deeply grateful for it as otherwise I would have be in the situation of closing down AWW
I have as well one new lovely deviant who acts as a writer for AWW which is TheRafflesia despite her young age, she proves to be very dedicated and reliable. Thank you my dear I still hope that MayEbony will return as head of writers. I miss her thoroughly as friend and as well in that position. I miss our long talks and her ability to get me on the right track when I am totally upset or lost. As well she is a teacher who teaches me to shut up and accept compliments (which I have a hard time to accept as I alk If anyone thinks he /she is up to the challenge stepping in to the team of writers and is able to write as wonderful texts as May and Eve did, send me a note
This year saw as well our baby kitten having an accident while we where in holiday where we drove home as speedy as we safely could.
The prayers many send our 4-legged babies way and the help we received to finance the 1st surgery will always be most grateful remembered
She has fully recovered, has turned into a mischief little girl. She never scratches, but when she is displeased growls better than some double sized pissed tom Nothing on the table is safe from her when you don't look, opposed from our toms who usually are well mannered regarding not going on the table.. unluckily she retrains one of our toms in this regard Her lower jaw has not grown properly so her mouth always seems to be a bit open, but, luckily it doesn't seem to bother her. Seeing that we got the news she might not survive the night when we got the news I say thats a miracle of God, thanks to all the prayers reaching him thanks again to those who helped us financially as well with prayers and good thoughts May God/dess bless you 100-fold for your help And thanks for the well wishes and prayers too
Part two will follow promised, but going on the feature would have gotten waaay to long
Love you all and wish you all a blessed and healthy new year